Not been doing fine, i guess.
I just can't make all happy, isn't it.
Sometimes, looking at those situations, I aren't useful at all, but I appeared am.
This life, looking back, I regret many things I did.
Things that happened this year.
Flashbacks did overwhelm the happy times, doesn't it.
Undo - I do hope I can turn the time back, I lost many friends & family members. I changed.
Undo what I become. Please.
Turn me around and pick me up. ):

Cycling up that particular slope

9pm, I was cycling up a slope located quite near to Cheong Soon Garden with my bicycle. Before that, was cycling at gear 5 on road, when I came upon this up-hill slope. Lethargic and weary, was pondering whether to go the easier way out or ride up that slope. I chose the latter. Halfway, I was about to give up due to that sudden twinge. 'Give up', in which to have a time-out before going up the slope. Another part of me didn't want to, and I gave my all - completed that 'tiring' slope. This short situation of mine may slightly be 'common' or 'insignificant', however, when I went home and think about it, indeed learnt something cliche yet substantial. In life, am sure all of us have one or two wilful thoughts of giving up halfway when arriving at things that affect/prevent us. I'm not exception when it comes to such theory. Be it studies, relationships, trust or even God, we tend to give up halfway. It's all concerning to the choice we make, a choice to pick up or back down. I choose to be in a foothold on 'pick up', how about you?

Hebrews 10:36

Cheerful over that lost subject

Never let your mood affects the others, indeed, I stand firmly to this statement till now. Nostalgically, remembered the time when I was younger, I tend to show indignation and dysphoric whenever circumstances don't go my way or whenever I come across a dead-end in life. Somehow, such 'attitude' did irritate, affected the inclination mood of others. The change didn't appear overnight but somehow, I did shove this 'attitude' aside, once and for all. Today, in one way or another, I had that chance to show my dismal or wrath. Thankfully, the statement prevented me to. Honestly, I'm not weak inside nor that strong on the outside. It all bounds down to my life. We may fall, stumble in our journey, we may even complete the journey if we lose this cheerful-ness heart & sight, but do we see that rainbow now & then? I choose to live with a cheerful heart.

2 Corinthians 13:11.